2013 upcoming Countdown

2013 almost past
Although he knows what he wants
Thought about what life is like
I still can not find direction
He could not find the road at the first step
I can not find the motivation to move forward
How to go to the next step
I was really very confused contradictory
I really want to make a noble first step
Leaving confusion and contradictions among the hearts

 I'm not good at communication
At school wanted to find people who really treat this friendship
Really hard
Having fun is not rich people
Watching her friends one by one graduation
Take the social
This is what I most wanted
I want to hurry to take the social power to let me take the first step in hopes of finding
But the impossible
My school is not yet complete
Plus I do not satisfactory academic point
How may be able to work part-time
It will ignore their studies
Is because of this
I did not mind in the whole...

 I do not know how to face next year sophomore career
My heart has always felt like a big stone pressing
Fit to
I have two years of high school career
Just because a two-year high school career, so I am very troubled
Friends have graduated
And I did not graduate good
I really want to graduate with their
Want to do a lot of things
Want to go to college together

A lot of things happened this year
Grandmother's death
Academic regress
Almost repetition
With close family members slowly disappear with
Confused mind to get out
I do not know what the mission is alive
Always escape